You take up my time

The memories are alive in my head, words, poems and songs.

And I still feel your smell on my old pillow and in our small bed.

Were you deceiving me day by day?

Did you lie looking into my eyes?

It's so cruel, even for someone like you.

Although some wounds to close, others will come.

All the tears stop falling, others will.

And everything that I most feared, is now in front of me.

I close my eyes to try not to see it.

And again, I'm sitting here in this dark room waiting for the dawn.

Praying for the sun to shine again and ligth my way.

It's hard to think who was worse? who was wrong?

I want my time back...

Let the reason for later

I lost a lot of time looking at you, hoping you would open the door.

By Stephanie Ferreira

(08.11.09)